i was thinking about this last night before going to sleep. I realised that its only when i hit the bed that thoughts start flowing into my mind. My english is like perfect , everything looks so organized. But why is that..? I sit in front of the comp till 2 in the nights but nothing flows, but the time i hit the bed thoughts pour out like mad. Probably today night i should simply get up switch on the comp and start writing them. I dont know why this happens , i try to sleep but dont a wink of sleep . I keep looking at the ceiling as if i am out on star lit sky. This is the time i realise all the things which i should have done or the some work which did not go the way i wanted them too. This is the time u realise how lonely u r in this whole world. Nobody to understand you or what you say, everybody accusing for something or the other, u r like really tired of everything in life. two drops of tears flow out , one from each eye both fall down at the same speed. Its a situation where u take stock of ur life. zindagi kahan aa gayi hai types abhi kya karna hai aage.
yeh sab thoughts aathe hie nahin if u would have slept the moment u hit the bed. But getting a peaceful sleep has become so much rare these days. With all the tension in your head n thoughts like ki kya hoga kab hoga kaise hoga...it really gets difficult for a person to sleep.
ok my thoughts have stopped flowing right now probably i will have to wait for the time i go to sleep ...oh how much i long for that peaceful sleep.....
2 comments:
its surprising the moments at which we get clarity of thought...
devine revelation its called.
Yes yaar..these girls know that i post their pics. they are my colleagues. we constantly take each other's pics. And fancy is someone, who i fancy about!!! :)
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